Tired Oh Mr.Tired... (~.~")

What will you do..when you do something that you don't like?? naa...but i like it very much!! ehe...even this situation make me feel so tired...huhu...minggu tok ku harus jogging...semua ia untuk interview dan ujian kecergasan tok...sungguh memenatkan...badan asa dipusing jak....akaii...nadai utai udah...ka memulihkan stamina la konon...agi ka..sapa ngasuh buruk exercise ngelama tok...dh la ngajat gik...apuuu!! dh la hari iya berturut2....akai2.... performed 1 Mei 2011...interview 2 Mei tok ga....nie nda lelak...performed nya malam..harap2 mh function nya habis awal...atau pun ku chao lok nti dh ngaga persembahan...ka relax jap..tok pen dh bka nma....i never feel like this before....very..very tired...adeihh...hmm...only one thing that i can do..which i stand with my prayer...I believe HE will never let us alone...keep faith in Jesus!! peace (^.^)V

Wish me luck and May God bless me !! 

  

Its not suppose to hurt like this... ^.^

Why, couldn't you just see through me?

(i loike this song !! ^.^)-->

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you

More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Belong to whO..?? ((:

MoRninG Mr.Blogger... Ehe...

Actually, i write this blog on Wednesday, 7.19 a.m..during working time....hehehe...takpe..time nie saya tak ada kelas...erk...apa nak citer ek....hm...about LOVE STORY?? hmmm...boring ler..asyik2 citer yang sama....forget jer laa...whatever jak lak ho.....apa2 jak....biar laa....malas cek nak citer....citer pasal apa ow...minggu nie tak banyak sangat keluar...letih sangat2 dengan tarian naa...tinggal lagi beberapa hari nak struggle tarian tu...huhu...ape2 pon...wish me luck k...hihi....for now..i'm confusing with my own feeling....uwaa...help me !! ku keliru....keliru...rasa apa tok eh...marah ada..sedih ada...dendam ada...gembira ada but a little bit la....nyu ka ringat laban perasaan tok neaa.....ku nda paham...rasa apa tok....pelik tapi benar tai dirasa ku diato...*aku mpu pun nda paham...hihi*....sott..! hmm....boring...boring....nunggu hari nak paid day jak tok...mok gi shopping !! kaching...kaching...$$$$$$$$$ !! ehe...jom ikut....

Ingat..manusia tak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada...something wrong jak ku rasa...tapi ku pen nda nemu sampai kan ku mengalami seem like DEJA VU !! hahh! ape tu.....minggu tok memang pelik....entah apa2 jak terjadi...maybe saya terlalu kuat tido kot mggu nie..*kepenatan lor...*

serba tak kena jak asai...hmm...i must find and search something that can release this bad feeling....

rasa nak menjerit...adakah ini rasa tention??stress or some else?? huhuhu....kalau stress pun...stress apa???hm....*boleh ba kalau ko....* ehe....

atau pun ini yang dinamakan jiwa yang kosong??? hmm...

Its like this.. !! 

ok laa....that all....saya nak chao...nak pegi rest jap....rasa letih pulak walaupun tak berlari....hehehe...

come on over !! d(-.-)b layan muzik......

Mr.GOvie...

ok..see you again! nanti2 lah saya blogging lagi okay !! daa.... n.n

Siblings...!! *kazen-mengazen*

Pada malam yang indah ini...ingin ku katakan yang aku mempunyai ramai kazen...ahakkk...*macam nak buat wasiat* gilo!!....ok2...kita sambung....yes..memang saya ramai kazen...kalau nak lipat tangan pun tak cukup...sampai kaki pun tak cukup...naaa....adik beradik mamy ku pun boleh tahan....11 orang semua nya 7 perempuan dan 4 lelaki....kisah bermula when TUBAK(grandpa) married with JACKIE(grandma)....amai cun nama inikku nya...hehehehe....pertama lahir Anti cina....their first daugther...they name her BINTANG...this is my first aunty...then she married with chinese guy...that why we called her aunty cina...she have 4 kids..their name was AH HIE, AH KING,AH SIEW,and AH LING that we called indu cinko...hehe..so during CNY we can enjoyed 'ngabang2' or celebrate it together with her family....after my aunty cina...they born their first son...his name was PASANG...we call him "APA"....APA was married with aunty BUNGA...they have 5 kids...where they are 4 boys and 1 girl ..start with FRANCE ELLI(KANA), ENTOI DANNY(UTAK),LEO(UTONG), BEATRICE(SAUN) AND DIEGO PRESTLY(ANGGAK)...hehehehe....then dh apa...their second daugther was come out...grandma and grandpa name her LAJAP....kami ngangau "MAK"....MAK was married with NYAWAI...we called him APA....they also have 3 kids....no boys...they all are 3 princess...start with MARIA,REBECCA and FARMELA....this my three cousin was very sporting and "dadaks" that ever i seen....kehkehkeh....dh mak...then...hehe..kena cakap BM sebab anti kwin dengan Melayu...iaitu SHIMA a.k.a Mak Sam....she married with uncle ABDULLAH BORDA....jeng..jeng...keluar lah 2girls and 2 boys...mereka ialah..SAMSIAH,SYAMSUKINAH,BADRUL HISHAM and KHAIRUL HISHAM...lepas tu kan keluar lagi baby boy...they name him SANDAH.....SANDAH also married...he married with MALAYA a.k.a indai Eba....in their married...they have 3 kids also...2boys and 1 girl....they were NESLINE EBA,BALON and FILZA.....lepas tu baby girl lagi...iaitu BAYAN a.k.a Indai Boy....anti tok jadi ngau orang kayan...iya nya she married with ATOK a.k.a Apai Boy....they have 5 kids...they are MACMILLAN,ROLLAND, REMINGTON,JENNIFER LAHEI(MY TWIN) and ANGELES HURING....dh anti tok..keluar gik uncle...iya nya ADAM a.k.a Apai Raymond....uncle tok diangkat menyadi aki ku mpu...ukai diberi tapi uncle tok diangkat laban menyadi aki ku nya ndai anak....jadi uncle tok kawin ngau SERI....seduai bisi 3 iko anak...iya nya RAYMOND, JALIL and SARAWAK....*ADUH...LETIH SUDAH...SABAR-SABAR..MASIH BANYAK LAGI CEK NAK CITER NIH....n.n*
Ok..k kita sambung...lepas uncle nya...3 iko da ank indu pansut...iya nya anti DURIE a.k.a Indai Yun....she married with GAWENG a.k.a Apai Yun...in their married..they got 4 kids also...they are MARY,GARY,BRUDY and SHIRLEY....after that...another aunty is coming...they name her SITTIE a.k.a Indai Dawie....she married with WELLESLY a.k.a Apai Dawie...they got 2 kids...WELLESLY AND ELANNIE....so sad bcoz uncle nie tak lama dengan kami....since he passed away...i was 6 to 7 years old something....huhu...but he always in our mind and pray for him...God bless....
ok ok....hehehe.....lepas anuty tu kan....aaa...sini la mak kita lahir...anak ke 10 dalam 11 adik beradik...my mum name is WINNIE....she married with my father RAMBO...in their married...i'm their first daugther...SHARBATINNIE,RAMNIETASHA, DOMINIC MATTEO and DOMINIC XAVIER......
anak bongsu mereka ialah..jeng..jeng.....my uncle ENGGONG ELLI...he married with ELIEZER JALA.....they have 3 kids...ENRIQIE,ELVIRA and ELZREEN...naa...semua nma sida start with "E"....so nice....ini ialah asas nya Tubak's Family.....this is just a beginning...ad0oo...belum lagi kazen-kazen yang kawin....my niece and nephew name lagi....hehehe....dan saya yang menaip nie pun excited sangat2...sebab dalam family kami nie banyak cabang...wahh...so nice......ehehehe....
nanti kita sambung lagi.....saya nak show pic kejap......hehehe...

THIS IS MY GRANDPARENT....

*TO BE CONTINUED.....*

Ngajat.. Ngajat !!! ehe.....*mode excited*

SmiLe...((: mggu tok mggu praktis..! ngajat...ngajat...ngajat..!! ehe...

i'm pure iban gurl..no mixed...so i'm excited to bring my step later...! i must learn and do the best for my Iban Dance....wish me luck....

Later i show to you all the photos and video...see you after this function!!

Saya nak nyanyi... !! *Tention..*

Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
Ain't nobody gonna touch you better
Ain't nobody gonna love you better
Boy, than I am, than I am

When you're out at night and you're in the streets
And you have time to yourself
Think of all the love that you get from me
That you can't find nowhere else

When you're far away and I'm not around
And temptation fills your heart
Think of all the ways that I'm faithful, babe
And to replace me would be hard, 'cause there's nobody

Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
(No, nobody)
Ain't nobody gonna touch you better
(Nobody)
Ain't nobody gonna love you better
(No)
Boy, than I am, than I am

(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Ohh, nobody's gonna treat you as good as I am

You can try to act single if you wanna
You can go ahead and mingle if you wanna
You can even behave like
You don't care

But you know
(But you know)
Like I know
(Like I know)
That you ain't that foolish, who you foolin'?
You won't ruin what's been here all along
You ain't movin' from what you got at home

Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
Ain't nobody gonna touch you better
(Ain't nobody gonna touch you)
Ain't nobody gonna love you better
Boy, than I am, than I am

(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody's gonna touch you)
(Nobody, nobody)
Ohh, nobody's gonna treat you as good as I am

I just want you to know, baby, I love you so
There is no need to go lookin' for nothing more
'Cause I've got everything you'll ever need right here
But if you feel that you need to leave, just know

Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
Ain't nobody gonna touch you better
(Ain't nobody)
Ain't nobody gonna love you better
Boy, than I am, than I am

Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
Ain't nobody gonna touch you better
Ain't nobody gonna love you better
Boy, than I am, than I am

(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Ohh, nobody's gonna treat you as good as I am

(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Than I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Ohh, nobody's gonna treat you as good as I am

As I am
As I am
Ohh, nobody's gonna treat you as good as I am

(Nobody, nobody)
As I am
(Nobody, nobody)
As I am
(Nobody, nobody)
Ohh, nobody's gonna treat you as good as I am

Just for relax ... (>.<)

pernahkah kau merasa jarak antara kita
kini semakin terasa setelah kau kenal dia
aku tiada percaya teganya kau putuskan
indahnya cinta kita yang tak ingin ku akhiri
kau pergi tinggalkanku

tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

memang takkan mudah bagiku tuk lupakan segalanya
aku pergi untuk dia

tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia
(walau tak bersama dia)

oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

"I will leave it just for you..." n.n

My Feeling... ((:

"Mahal kita...mahal kita......"

You know i miss you so much....i dont know what my fault...this could happen to me....

when i see you smile...and i know that not for me...

I love you yesterday...I love you still....I will always have and love you.....

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving

someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,

I'm not sure it shows,

that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone

because you're so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can't be together,

so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...

in my dreams you're mine forever.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.

Part of me died when you left me.

But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

You are always there for me

and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

I hate to see my teardrops..

first dates are awkward,

first kisses are heavenly,

first loves irreplaceable,

first heartbreaks are unforgettable

How come the one i wanted to

share my dreams with,

took my dream from me.

Don't make the same mistake I did.

Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving,

because one day you'll wake up from that anger,

and the person you love will be gone.

The hardest part of dreaming about

someone you love is having to wake up.

Mr.Sayau..

*I always remember about you and me...here i will proved to you that my heart never ever change.....<3 n.n*

That what I feel before, but now.. sorry I cant keep my promise to you. Take care and God bless you. Thank for what I have been through, it make me more stronger than before..

....

....my heart change...auuwww !!!

Until i learn to stop loving you..

Someday you will love me..but i won't love you anymore..

Because...

You're not my friend, friends don't look at each other like we do...
You're not my friend, friends don't touch each other the way we do...
You're not my friend, friends don't kiss like we do... ♥

I'm the one who want to love you more.... ♥

" I know you better than you know yourself...."

Just a song... ^.^

*WAITTING FOR YOU*

Jin se de wu xie
Ban zhe yin yue
Baby ni de yan jing shi yi wen shen sui de hu shui

Er hu ming hu mie
Yan cang bu ke si yi de mei
Rang wo yun xuan
Zai xuan ya bian
Shu zhi yi zheng yan jiu bu jian
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hu_yan_bin/waiting_for_you.html ]
Waiting for you I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at tonight wei he ni cinderella
Liu gei wo yi wang wu ji de si nian

Waiting for you I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream

Qian zhe ni bu duan xuan zhuan
Yi zhi dao hei fa bian cheng le yin xian
Waiting for you waiting for you
Zhi dao yong yuan

That all...........*feel so sleepy...haiyaa....-.-" zzZZzz...

D I E T !! >.< ( H E L P ME !! )

Masuk sana...masuk sini....aduhh....semua nya tak muat...sayang nyer baju....uwaa.....mesti diet....dan nak diet.....plez somebody help me !!! give some suggestion...err....once upon a time dulu....berat saia ialah........hee....55kg.....then....haritu...pegi la dengan konfiden nya bertimbang....nak tau apa yg jadi....oh tidakkk!!! mesti saya buta...harap2 saya bermimpi....ahakkk......how can it be 68kg ?!!!! uwaaa.....T.T....so from today...this day, this minute....i will start my scheduled...new time table....must jogging....control my eating feeling....hahaha.....very2 uncontrol....hummm....see...perut dh boroi....before Gawai Dayak....my weight must 68kg to 57kg something....it must be!!! MUST BE!!!! that my promise....yes! Tinnie you can do it!! cheerss!! ^^ *Tiada yang mustahil.....*

 Itu apa azam saya...haha...nie cek nak citer....td cek pegi jalang2 ngan sis Lyja and my twin Jenniffer Lahey...bila 3 dh bersatu...apa lagi...meletop lah ketawa ngan gossip....haha...gurls....owez with their hot stories....ngee....XD

 Open Air... (kata nak diet....)

haha...opcoz la saya diet k....minum Lemon-T jer k.....((:

lepas tu kan.....kami balik laa....coz mamy dh calling...."why you so obsessed with me?" ahakkk....

then......saya tengok citer.....citer.....TIPU KANAN...TIPU KIRI..."

*waaa....sbnr nya saya nie menunggu someone msg....alaa....WAITING FOR YOU tu.....ehek...*

tak ape laa....mungkin diak busy la tu.....hmmm....even i'm missing him so muchhh!!! neaaa.....

alaa...boring lerr.....hidup nie umpama roda....ia berputar...dan saya rasa saya berada dibawah...tetapi...saya sendirian namun tak kesepian...oleh kerana kasih-Nya....((:

That all for today......tQ for view !! ((: God bless...

Ini saia... !! saje jer nak cerita...(cer citer...cer citer...!! ) XD

" I know you better than you know yourself...."

10 things about Tinnie:

1.Love God,My family,My siblings,Myfriends oso my ♥...

2.Attract to white colour so much...

3.She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story....hehe

4.I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much...

5.When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget....

6.Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand... ((:

7.I'm not saying I have nothing...I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle....

8.I don't know what I want in life..I don't know what I want right now...All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left....

9.I hate to be alone....because I'm t0o talkative and friendly...ngee...XD

10.She enjoyed her life so much....♥

After my Bday...ngee...XD

I'm so surprise during that day...on 5 April 2011....you know why...because before that day...saia berantam sama MyLove mummy....ngee.....waa....tak sangka surprise party....haha...thanks you mom! masa tengah malam tu kan...saya sedih sangat...uwaa...T.T....nangis sorang2.....then i pray to HIM....i said..."oh God..plez don't do this on my bday...never ever like this before...." then..amazing was happen...hahaha.......i'm so happy...tak tau mau cakap apa.....ngeee.....tak mau cakap banyak....sebab saya nak upload gmbr ......

5 ekor anak chapi........2 ekor pergi belajar...tinggal 3 ekor anak chapi......haha...this is my sweet friends.....love you gurl...thanks 4 the surprise! XD

this is my kek...nyum2...sedapp.....<3 it.....

mmmmuuuaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!! this my love mom....so sad coz my dad can't attend it together....((:

this is my sista!

this is my love twin!

anf this is my sista twin! ehe....mmmmuuuaaahhhhh......thanks all.....^^

Christiano Ronaldo....si nakal...Mmmmuuaahhhh! 

Sweet Jujuwekkk...MMmmmuuuaahhhh....^^

Thanks you all......^^

Unie cute!! mmmuuuaaahhhhh!!

Si gigi chelum...mmmmuuuaaahhhh!

waaa....!! si gendot2....mmmmuuuaahhhhh.....Bejau~

thanks you all....3 org dara pinggitan....wewittt.....^^

ad0oo.....jahat nya perut!ehee.......my love friends....tq for the prayer.....mmmmuuuaahhhh....!ehe....

*After this party...let go home guys! we continued at home....with CK.....hahahaha.....^.<

tp so sad juga la.....ada lagi geng2 Tubak's Family tak join.....waa....miz u all....tak apa...kita ganti time Family day nanti ok...that all.....Mmmmmuuuaaaahhhh!!! *wink2...*