I don't even have a picture of him. He exists now only in my memory.

Olla Mr.Bloggie~ Ngee~ hewhew~

First,

If God is not a part of our daily lives, it's highly probable He is also not a part of our relationships and marriages. Grow on and change that!

"Lord, teach me how You want me to live so I can faithfully follow Your divine will for my life. Give me a heart that desires nothing more than to worship You. ~Psalm 86:11"

The great speech I ever hear and seen..credit to them..

Falling in love and being in love is awesome, but if we think a relationship is what will save us from loneliness, low self-esteem, and purposelessness, we’re just wrong. No matter how good, godly, and healthy a relationship may be, it cannot fully satisfy the deeper spiritual hungers within you. To enter into any relationship with the expectation that it will be the key to a happy life is to place an idolatrous, unhealthy, and unrealistic expectation on it. This expectation will only suffocate any potential for the relationship to grow in a healthy way. We must never ask or assume another person can provide what only God can. When we stop looking to a relationship to be the key that will unlock the potential of our lives, we open up space for healthy relationships to emerge into what they are meant to be. =)

God won’t let our mistakes define our lives if we’re willing to learn from them and seek restoration in Him. Chilll and enjoy what God have plan for you..and support it with prayer.. God is able. Amen. ;)

You are my Favorite. ♛

Be strong & courageous. Do not be terrified or discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. -Josh 1:9

Word don't come easy without a melody

I'm always thinkin'

In term on do, re, mi

I should be hikin', swimmin', laughin' with you

Instead I'm all out of the tune

But why you don't know

You lift me off the ground

You're inspiration 

You help me find myself

You hold down the groove 

That why I'm counting on you

And if I heard you on the radio

I'd never want to change a single note

It's what I'm trying to say all along

You're my favorite song..

♛♛♛♛♛

I'm not mad. I'm hurt. The point is,

I miss how we used to talk every minute of every day and how I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. I miss our conversations.

You're seriously all I want. That the mistake. Girls, always protect your heart.♥ Kbye.

✿God never makes mistakes. That's what you have to believe that everything will all make sense in his time. ✿

Ladies take care of your own hearts..

HEAR WHAT OPRAH WINFREY HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN :

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who have a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are. Even if he has has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending... Compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new

relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE

individuals. Look for someone complimentary...

not supplementary.

Dating is fun... Even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes... When a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him ~ he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful: Dr. Phil says... You should know that: You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts..

    

I Think..

Hello August! :D

First, 1 million guy in Malaysia, you think there gonna be one I date..? No, you be wrong. To start off, most of good one are taken. Oppss.. Then, there the criminal contention...err..let go. The guys with the serious psychological issues..mean brain disorder..haha. The weirdos..yeaaahhh.. The bastard..mean playboy a.k.a player! I hate it. And the guy in fashion, which can be my friend mean...(G**).. Hihi. hmm..but they do nothing to help me find my MAGIC MAN...woot..woot.. Where is the one? Hahaha.. *searching*

1 Corinth 13:13

Only God can judge Me

Hello Mr.Blog.. Congrats with ur new look.. Its nice..tidy and look so cool.. Hehe. Btw, I don't much time to talk more..Just passed here to show what I hate the most and what I love or miss the most things. I'm a human, so I have a fewest things that I want to mention about my like and dislike. First of all.. I want to share some bible verse.. 

#Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. -Romans 12:9

This verse has bring some guide for me to facing some temptation. I hope this verse will give you some strength. ^_^ #God Is Good.

Start from, What I like, love and miss the most...

@ My first Love is God. Now, he create my life to the bright future. I believe in Him because He is my savior.

@ I miss home, I miss my family..siblings,niece,nephew and all Tubak Families.

@ I miss my friends..my sister in Christ.

@ Red kaler my fav. GreenTea is needed. Novel, books. Korean Drama/RunningMan. Shopping. Cinema/ Movie. Lip Gloss. Chocolate. My hp. Perfume: Miss Dior. Short pant. Flip flop. Handbag.

@ Music is my boy friend!

@ My Mr.RedPatrick. Spongebob. Oggy. Hahaha...and many many many thingss!

@ Love futsal, jog, swimming, dance, cooking ect.

@ And blablabla....$$$...zzzz

What I hate the MOST!

@ HeartBreaker..

@ I hate waiting..

@ I hate sweet talker..

@ I hate when its sunny day..haha.

@ I hate cat..

@ I hate oily face with pimple..!

@ I hate skinny things like snake, worm especially Mr.Lizard..eww!

@ I hate stalker..

@ I hate hypocrite, liar and people which stabbing me at the back..

@ I hate it when people turn on the light, while I'm in sleeping beauty..

@ Don't wake me up when its not the time..you will die!

@ I hate racism..

@ I hate you! ;)

Find someone who will change your life, not just your relationship status.

Don’t ask for much, loyalty is good enough.

Hey you.. Its me ya.. First of all, thanks God for today..its wonderful and bring a lots of meaning to my live..

 Today I learn some thing.., "No matter where you go, if your heart doesnt change for God.. You will not go anywhere.."  Bring along ur bibble and Jesus Christ to anywhere you go. Amen! ^^ 

# like a lamp shining in a dirty place, until that day dawns- 2 Peter 1:19

#Don’t gratify worldly desires - Galatians 5:16

#Dengan SayapMu & How Great is our God. ^^

10 Thing about my feeling today...

#Relationship gets stronger when both are willing to understand mistakes and forgive each other.

#I love when people remember the small things you thought they'd forget... that makes them even more special.

#One day can change everything. Then..

#Come Here. I miss you already.. :* Haha.. I miss my family a lots.. Friends..my Kiko my siblings.. All things.. *sing..sigh...*

Forget those who made you cry, remember you still have thousand of people who would make you smile. \(^_^)/

Hello July~

Hello July, Haha.. Finally I can recover my blog email n psswrd... How come I became a pelupa... hushush..
Its nice to give and take. Hahh..finally we are over.. Yes, God is good.. What goes around will come around.. Many things happen..dunno what.. Its family crisis..and all thing is messy!
Only God know what I have been through.. hm..hm... (James 4:10)
Btw, God is awesome.. Thank God.. Hewhew.. Oh ya..childish mt bolg ku last2 year..omg! thats not me ok.. God ways have change me.. People change by time.. haha.. ^_^  

Next schedule.. 

1. Say Hi to Sem.4..
2. Event Gawai Tutup Tirai...
3. Next, HBC...

Last2 sem... ^_^