Selamat Hari Raya..

"Berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan...

Sebulan berpuasa...tiba syawal kita rayakan...

dengan rasa gembira....."

Yay...hari raya menjelma....(excited lak...)

walaupun tak menyambut raya tapi saya disini hendak mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin ikhlas kepada Keluarga Auntie saya di Kuching iaitu Uncle Abdullah bin Borda dan isteri(Auntie)...semua kazen2 saya iaitu Samsiah Abdullah & suami, Syamsukinah & suami, Badrol Hisham & isteri, Khairul Hisham serta anak2 buahku....Nazrin,Nazeef, Airyel dan Haikal....Begitu juga kepada semua kawan2 saya yang muslim...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...!! (^.^)v

Lords your beautiful...

Oh Lord, you're beautiful,

Your face is all I seek,

For when your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me.


Oh Lord, you're beautiful,

Your face is all I seek,

For when your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me.


I want to take your word and shine it all around.

But first help me just to live it Lord.

And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown.

For my reward is giving glory to you.


Oh Lord, please light the fire,

That once burned bright and clear.

Replace the lamp of my first love,

That burns with Holy fear.


I want to take your word and shine it all around.

But first help me just to live it Lord.

And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown.

For my reward is giving glory to you.


Oh Lord, you're beautiful,

Your face is all I seek,

For when your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me.

Oh Lord, you're beautiful,

Your face is all I seek,

For when your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me...

Amen...

Gastric!

Olaa...so sorry guys...this week i feel very suck with my gastric! huh...

sakit yang amat sangat...peritt..!!

then rasa pening2.....ahduii...

tak pernah saya menolak makanan kalau dh didepan mata...hehehe...

tengok je makanan mesti rasa mual...ini kau punya pasal la gastric!....

rasa mual yang mengalahkan orang mengandung...saya sungguh benci rasa ini...sebab rasa nak muntah tapi tak nak keluar....

kazn nasihatkan ambil ubat....

lepas tu.....jeng2.....

akhirnya....muntah juaga..ambik kau....sorry sebab dalam minggu nie tak dapat nak update blog....tunggu kesakitan ini reda okeh...ueekkkk....! =D

Pening ("-.-)

Jauh perjalanan...luas permandangan....hihi..tapi saya tak..jauh perjalanan..alamak...makin la pening...(@.@)

hahahahaa...dah la kelmarin seharian tak mandi...aduhaii....dan kepala...fuhh...boleh tahan pening nya....sesampai dirumah...kompom la laptop yang dulu..mana nak pergi mandi trus...hehe..lepas tuh...kite nak mandi nak hilangkan pening...tapi kan...makin la menjadi...zetttzett!! jak rasa...aiee...nak tau apa ubat nya??bukan panadol a.k.a paracetamol...tapi... hihihihi...

Lee Min Hooo....

Lee Min Hooo....

Lee Min Hooo....

........

zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz

Random Touch

"Jodoh di tangan Tuhan.."

he..tergelak pulak..teringatkan seseorang....gara-gara terview FB..hmm...i'm so sorry for what i have done...

tapi syukur la dia dh gembira sekarang and i'm happy for that...=)

"Dia" baik sangat..caring, cuma saya jenis yang tak suka main-main....i hate it..!

Terus terang..memang saya suka dia mula-mula..tapi dia main-main pulak...ee...

arrhhgg!! selalu abegitu....than..i know God will not leave me in that pain...
huh....

I can believe this...waktu tu saya memang dh lupa kan semua...hm..

you know what?? he come and ask me to be his love for once time....

haaa...!! kalau anda disituasi saya...hm...saya dh buang jauh2 dah perasaan tu....huh...

ya..benar orang kata..Karma is right!...i can't do anything...by accepting him and just forget about that tragedy? oh nope...i'm not that type of person...tidak oh tidak....sebab saya hanya sekali menyatakan saya suka...then....kalau peluang tu di sia-sia..hmm....I'm very very sorry to say Goodbye...then He know i cant force my feeling anymore....can believe that...i can do it...

then He remove me from his FB....i don't care because that not my fault....huhu....

then..after a few month....wow..amazing cepat pulak dia add saya balik...saya accept friend request tu...sebab saya tahu awak bahagia sekarang...dan saya memaafkan awak...by the way..congrate....jangan buat dia seperti yang awak buat kat saya....=)

its funny...all about us just go like that with 'Niang'....R.I.P....

I'm Happy for what i have right now..! =)

Just forgive and let them go....=)

Actually, its crazy..

"AMAI LAWA NUAN BUJANG...SIGAT DIPEDA MATA...NGASUH ATI AKU TU GILA...BUJANG TAMPUN PUJI...KELING MENUA...

NUAN CUKUP IMUN...NUAN NADAI PENYUMBUNG...SEMUA DARA NADAI NDA GILA...DEKA NGELALA NUAN BUJANG IMUN GAYA...

BUYA AKU MEDA AJA...AMAI CUKUP KERAN..MALU KA MADAH..TUA SEMPAMA BAKA CHURA...AKU CHELUM NUAN BURAK....TUA TU BUJANG UKAI SETIPAK..."

Like what i say..its crazy but i crush with him since i was form 4...its funny...

Aku couple dengan banyak-banyak orang..tapi aku tak perasan dia sebab dia lain laa (confusing with my feeling)...actually aku minat dia laa...kalau nak hitung dh hampir 4 tahun...hahahaha...bodow~

apasal aku tak perasan...shuh..shuh...shuh...its crazy..seem like memasukkan diri ke dalam api...best jugak la minat macam artis daripada memiliki...happy je kan...nak kata dia selalu dalam ingatan tu tak la...dia pun bukan first love or maybe aku yang tak perasan??whatever...

nie gara-gara kawan la nih..banyak sangat firasat...saya dan dia cuma kawan je okey..tak mau lebih...nanti jadi perasan jer...*apa yang dirasa jer la...*

Kalau difikir-fikir...wow...dia memang ada package prince charming aku...alangkah bahagia nya si puteri katak nie suka dia...hahahaha...its funny ok...*perasan nak jd cinderella....*hahahaha...'

Hati Oh Hati....apa yang kau nak sebenar nya....hmm...cinta dia dah lama MATI bersama Tinnie yang dulu..bye-bye...seriously aku dh melupakan kisah lama tu...cuma kawan-kawan tak nak caya la..sebab selama nie aku tak taat pada kata-kata aku...huh...salah aku juga...dh nak stop tu..stop je la...dh la dia mempermainkan kau...haizz...! 

What should i do right now?? just forgive and let them go....hmm...ok chop...chop...stop it la..now its about ur prince charming okay....=)

Aku hanya mampu senyum la kalau ingat saat2 indah sama prince charming tu...hahaha..banyak persamaan dan keindahan yang aku tak perasan pon...apasal aku gagap semacam kalau bertembung dengan dia haa??? macam ada chemistry antara kita orang laa... hari tu masa kita bertembung...aku memang rasa kepala lutut aku memang dh goyang semua...hehehe...i dun know la...oh God..please show me something about this feeling..."i got this feelinnn...yeahhh...!" hehehehe..kalau dia tak muncul depan aku lagi bagus..sebab aku tak dapat nak solve kan perasaan yang datang tu...ape tu?? Deja-Vu ke??uisss....

Pheww~~kalau dia datang dekat kan....rasa macam aku dan dia je yang wujud...

Dia lucu, dia baik, dia macho,dia sopan, dia suka buat aku senyum,dia buat aku gagap,dia buat aku rasa geli hati,dan dia mampu membuat aku gila....actually I like Him but..hmm...huhuhu...

Biar lah sekadar aku melihat dia dari jauh dan menjadi kawan yang baik....=)

Biar jadi Kisah hati...


"Jodoh ditangan Tuhan..bukan Jodoh yang direka..
Keikhlasan Hati adalah sangat penting..."

Prince Charming saya ikhlas suka awak...erkk...!

(coba cakap kalau berani..hihi..)

-Secret Admire-

That all... (-.-)v

P.E.A.C.E

I miss them..

Hmm...actually i'm far...far away from my family...semalam my mum MMS...ade ke pulak MMS nie bengong sikit, tak dapat nak download...ee..!

By the way..all that problem can be settle by calling Celcom Service....pheww~~finally i can open that MMS...I was shocked...my mum send pic bilik yang dh lekat wallpaper...hahaha...so sweet...

dulu time saya nak lekat kan....my mum say.."Jangan nak kotor kan dinding..." then...saya rasa...rindu sangat2....saya rindu mereka la...T.T....i agree with statement..."Home Sweet Home"...

tapi saya kena tahan jugak....sebab nanti2 jauh juga dari family bila dh nak mula study....huh~ ok fine...

Walaupun sikit...i know my mum doing this because she also miss me t0o...aiy0oo...can believe this...i cry when i write this, you know..tersentuh*coz i miss her*...huhuhu...T.T love u t0o mum...u are my everything...hmm..

heran juga...how she know i suke Penguin??...hahaha...actually saya suka semua cartoon...Angry Bird and Spongebob! i dun know why....hehehe...

lepas tu saya terima MMS kedua...hahaha...my mum nie funny la...i knoe she alone there with my 2 little bro and need some fun or activities because she far from her two daugther and miss them damn much..hehe...adik lelaki yang sorang tu asyik main bola...dan yang sorang tu kicik..belom tau apa2 berlaku disekeling..yang dia tau "Tarian Singa"...uwaa....i miss both of them....=) begitu juga my sister...and i miz my family so much...damn much lepas tengok pic nih...=)

What happen to that side wall mum...?? macam kindergarten la mum...hehehe..

Sebenarnya kita kena sedar yang kita makin dewasa dan akan pergi jauh juga dari family...dulu mana ada pikir semua nie...asyik bawah ketiak mak bapak...sekarang..ambik kau....hehehe...BERDIKARI harus dimana2...sekarang baru paham erti tu...betul kazen saya cakap..kalau tak berdikari...mana nak tau TANGGUNGJAWAB kan....ehehehe...*alamak..dh lebih dh nih...hahaha

And here, saya nak teriak.. I miss my family..!!!! all of them...!!!!

*Fuh..Lega...*

I must be strong...I can do it..!

(^.^)v

Bila Hati Mula Berbicara -Prayer-

Help me to trust you more Lord. Allow me to trust myself trusting in you. Things don’t turn out the way I think they should. I seem to spend a lot of time accomplishing very little. I give up or give out so easily. Help me to persevere, to work on in hope in spite of past failures. Help me to trust myself trusting in you so I can work with your energy in me and sustain doing my best for you.

Help me to stop doubting you and getting mad at you whenever I discover that I failed to discern and do what was best for me. Help me to stop judging the rightness of your righteousness in my life. Help me to acknowledge that I don’t really know what is best for me. You promised to make my crooked paths straight if I would, in all my ways, just trust myself trusting in you. Help me to trust not just in your promise, but also in the rightness of me acting to trust in you.

Help me to live out what you mean when you say that you desire mercy and not perfect sacrifices. Help me to place my hope in you by hoping in the rightness and goodness of whatever you direct me to do.

Help me to celebrate you, not just in the heavens, not just among the nations, but also in my life. Help me to simply trust myself trusting in you, so that I can let go of me and walk by faith and not by sight.

             "Lord, Here am I. Send me!

Amen..

Luke 1:37 For with God nothing shall be impossible.

Biar Hati Mencintai :p~

I like this song so much...not damn much laa....hehehe..jom kita nyanyi...

-sing-

Kau yang membuat ku buntu
Membuat ku tak tentu
Terus memikirkan mu
Biar tiada jalanku..
Jalan ku…

Telah ku cuba tuk nyatakan
Rasa di hati ini
Yang makin menghantui
Perasaan jiwa ku..
Jiwa ku…

Korus

Biar hati ini mencintakanmu
Dalam hayat ku kan merindumu…
Biar pedih sakit memilikimu
Namun hati takkan tuk berubah…
Selamanya…

Kau yang menjadikan cinta
Selalu menjadi rindu
Seperti waktu itu
Yang mengharung hidupku..
Hidupku…

Ku.. yang bisa memerlukan
Selalu jadi mimpiku
Menjadi pemilikmu
Biar tak pernah tahu..
Kasihku…

Korus

Biar hati ini mencintakanmu
Dalam hayat ku kan merindumu…
Biar pedih sakit memilikimu
Namun hati takkan tuk berubah…
Selamanya…

hooo..

iyeahh..

Biar hati ini mencintakanmu
Dalam hayat ku kan merindumu…

Biar hati ini mencintakanmu
Dalam hayat ku kan merindumu…
Biar pedih sakit memilikimu
Namun hati takkan tuk berubah…

Selamanya…
Selamanya…Selamanya…

-Nora Elena-

Hei, to my bloggie...for now i'm very very buzy with downloading my new hobby...Download Slot-Akasia Nora Elena...haha...kita dh hentikan seketika baca novel...for now i'm really2 like this slot....its fun and romance drama....lagipun i memang minat Aaron Aziz...hihi...come and try this!

(^.^)v

I'm imagine, when me as Nora Elena...wow...its really fantastic and romantic...hopefully i can found a gentleman like Seth Tan a.k.a Aaron Aziz! Hahahaha...

Memenuhi ciri2 lelaki laa... XD